Grilled Chicken anyone

I met Joy at Arby's today for lunch. I was pretty much stressed about it last night and today. Just because I was thinking WHAT CAN I EAT THERE?!?!?!?!?!? So I got there and got grilled chicken sandwich with no mayo, and added some arby sauce to it. It wasn't terrible. Usually I HATE grilled chicken at fast food places, but this was tolerable. I didn't have anything else besides a drink. I can't wait for that scale to start showing some progress because I feel like I am doing really well.

Kill the TV!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am hungry. Really hungry, but it's bed time and I am trying not to eat anything. Well, I am flipping thru the channels, and there is a show about the best BBQ in the country. I was literally drooling. It looked SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO good!!! And KC even made the show as the best. Now I want...........

I measured my waist.................................

And it was TWO inches smaller than the last time I measured it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOHOOOOO!!!!!!!! I didn't really measure anything else because I was in a hurry, but how cool is that!? I really feel that I am back on track. I really need to get to the gym more.

Nothing tastes as good as being thin feels....

I need to remember this tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!! I am doing a home and garden party for a lady, and she is making yummy food!!! I can't blow it tomorrow, the past few days I have done awesome! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Down and out

I haven't written in a while. Mostly because the past few weeks, I have pretty much sucked. But, that's OK. I think I have gotten back on track now. :) I just want to stop thinking about it all the time. That is draining. Really draining. It seems that I spend (waste) a lot of time thinking, worrying, and obsessing about my weight, and dieting. I really feel that it is starting to interfere with other parts of my life, and I am tired of it. So I decided that I either just need to lose the weight, or stop worrying about it. And I think losing weight would be easier than not thinking about this crap all the time. I have also decided to do a food makeover for all of my family. This way, I am not always eating something different than everyone else. I will just cook better for everyone, and that will make it easier for me, and better for everyone. :) Hopefully, that will work.