Well, I have roughly 2 weeks to lose 4 more pounds for my first goal. Pretty sure I can do it. However, if I don't, that's ok too. Dieting is hard for me. I don't know what the problem is. Well, I do I guess. I like to eat, and I don't like to be hungry. I am having a little bit of trouble staying on track when cooking for the rest of my family. I know I should have will power, but, lets face it, if I had will power, I wouldn't need to lose weight. :) I am slowly becoming more accepting of who I am and things that make me, me. I need to realize that I am a curvy girl, and that is ok. I was a size 4 once in my life. I was a junior in high school and everyone thought I was anorexic. I was on the verge, but not completely. I was a size 4. I thought I was fat. My friends and family however, were ready to check me into a hospital for eating disorder. That was not a fun part of my life. Looking back I realize that yes, there is such thing as "too skinny". Not that there is any fear of that happening again. But I know now how dumb I was. I just blame it on being 17 and being stupid. :) I need to enjoy the great things in my life, and stop worrying about the little things.
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